happiness

the fray's new cd is freaking AMAZING.
it comes out next week but VH1 was streaming it today.
their music always has a way to speak to me
the fray is basically the only music that's calm enough for me to fall asleep too.
that's maybe why i love it haha

anywho,
i went home sick today because i'm getting a cold :/
i'll go to school tmr though because it's that all schools mass
and i really like my outfit haha
i just finished watching rock of love bus. gooooood show.. skyeee.

but yea, i just needed to write something.
check out my photo blog- wallflower-t.tumblr.com

Taylor

so, about my fanfics.

So, yeaaa. About my fanfics.. I really don't think I'm ever going to finish them. I just get this bad vibe about them now. And I just really don't feel like ever finishing them. So, I'm gonna take the time now to write a summary for all the stories on how they were suppose to end. It will probably give me the closure I need. So, here we go....

We Weren't Crazy - So yea I know I only needed to write one more chapter, but I don't think I can do it. Anywho, the story ends with Nick standing Casey up because he's leaving for LA.. for good. Casey decides to run to Nick's house -in the pouring down rain of course- just as their car is leaving. Big Rob stops the car as they see her behind them, asking Nick if he wants to say goodbye, but Nick says no. Casey is left standing in the rain, watching Nick walk right out of her life. Sad, I know -get over it. The song Jasey Rae by All Time Low was my complete inspiration. Listen to it. It fits perfectly. Haha. Oh, and the original inspiration came from the song We Weren't Crazy by Josh Gracin. Listen to that too. Okay, that one's over. On to the next one..

Cross My Heart - Kiera and Joe. So cute. I really liked writing about them. Joe is so fun to write about. Anyways, I was always confused about where I was taking this story. I still don't know how it would have ended. I think maybe Joe would have been way more into the relationship because Kiera was different that other girls he had been with -someone who actually got him and made him truly happy. Kiera, on the other hand probably would have been less trustworthy of Joe because she didn't really know how well she could trust him. And being Joe Jonas, he's got to have a reputation. Haha. But the Joe shows Kiera how much she truly means to him and she opens up, finally letting her full feelings for him out. Yadda Yadda. Mush Mush. Kissy Kissy. Just another love story. Haha. And the "cross my heart" part of it would have been in there as what Joe and Kiera said to each other about everything.. "Pinky promise.. Cross my heart." My friend and her boyfriend do it. It's kind of annoying but still cute haha. And both The Rocket Summer and Nevertheless's songs named Cross My Heart would have worked. I made it so kind of fit both.

Moment of Truth - Okay, so I only wrote like two chapters of this. But I truly did love it. I was so excited to write about it, I just didn't know how. I got inspiration for this from another site's story and Secret Life of an American Teenager. Ha ha -I actually hate that show a lottt. But I liked a part of it. Okay, So Nick gets an intense scholarship to Penn State -or was it Pitt? IDK. Haha. One of those two. And Lindsey, Nick's girlfriend, gets all selfish and doesn't really want Nick to go. They've been together for a long time and she just doesn't want him to leave her in the blink of an eye. She gets this idea of a way to keep Nick hers and so he'll never leave her -get pregnant. woah! shocker right? Haha. Yes, Lindsey is purposely going to get pregnant from Nick Jonas. She figures that if they have a baby together, Nick won't go to college and they'll become the happy little family she's always dreamed. Psychee, like I was going to let that happen. No. Nick would eventually find out and get pissssed the fuck off and leave Lindsey and the baby. That's all I had thought of. I hope Nick really wouldn't do that in real life.. Haha. I had no inspirational song for this.. Sigh.. Haha.


So, those were the endings of all my unfinished fanfics. I know I'll get ideas for one shots and I'll post them here. So get ready. I've had a Jaylor one shot up my sleeve for a while now. Perhaps, I'll get the chance to finish it tomorrow, if we have a snow day.. I'll cross my fingers.

I have a killer headache and I have a shit load of stuff to do. Puck you, missss. I want to watch more Summer Heights High.. and Entourage.

Later haterssss,
-Taylor

and so another week begins..

So, it's Sunday. And of course, I waited to do my homework until the last minute. I'm taking a 'break' from my spanish homework to type out a new blog.

My boys, the Steelers, are totally dominating the chargers right now. I only got to see the first half fully because I was forced by my demanding brother to pick him up from his girlfriend's house. Wtf, mate? But we went to Sonic after. Ah, good ole' Americana food. Gotta love it. We came home to a whole buffett of Chinese food. Two cultures in one night -I'm a happy camper.

I started making bracelets yesterday during my day long Entourage marathon. I made a black hemp bracelet then a bracelet that says 'guilty pleasure' and 'fearless'. I plan on making more tonight during the Golden Globes. I'm only watching to get ideas for prom dresses haha.

Speaking of Prom, it's been a much discussed topic between my friends and I lately. We're all wondering who we'll go with, what dress we'll wear and most importantly -if it will be fun. I'm almost positive it will, because the junior and senior classes are really close. We almost have all our parties together. So having a dance with just us should be nice.

I'm really curious about who I'll go with, to be honest. I don't really like anyone right now, I'm just basically flirting with everyone haha. It's fun. I want someone to like me for once -without me caring so much.

Well I better finish my Spanish. Perhaps I'll go downstairs and watch the game with my family and the Rosairs while doing my homework. Bahah.

FYI, I'm wearing my Polomolu jersey. I got it for Christmas. It's pretty much kickass. Checkk it.

- Taylor

thinking..

I need to figure out things in my life.
my friends. school. family. boys. everything.

I need to stop caring about what people think.
and do things for myself.
I need to follow what I believe.

I need to start doing this NOW.

So, it's Thursday.

So, hey. Again. Here I am, updating my blog for the second day in a row.

I feel like working out. Again. I've been crazy about working out this past week. Idk really. It just has made me feel really good lately. I like it.

But now I'm hungry. Poop. I should be studying for Spanish. Blehhhhh.

Hopefully we'll have a snow day tomorrow. We should have had one today. It was like driving in a blizzard on the way to school. Wtf, mate?

I want the new The Maine bracelets. Now. Gahhhh. They are so so so cool.

Now I'm babbling. So this will be the end for today.

Until next time,
Taylor

6 months later..

So, it's been nearly 6 months since my last post. Good thing I care so much about updating this.. Haha. But I seriously should start doing that. Since this is kinda sorta maybe my diary in a way.

Second Semester started this week. It was nice to not care about anything school related for all of winter break. But now we have 6 months of school left. Good God, I have no clue as to how I'll make it. I haven't had homework for the past two days, so it's all good.

One of my resolutions was to work out at least 4 times a week. I've already been 3 times this week, and I'm going to yoga tonight. I love love love yoga. I'm addicted. I spent half my barnes and noble gift card on a yoga mat. Ha. It's green and has a tree on it. It's pretty much kick ass.

I'm listening to John Mayer's cover of "Free Fallin" It's fantastic. I usually don't like John Mayer's music for some reason, but this song and his voice are just a fantastic combo.

I've also discovered a fantastic new band this week. Goot. My brother is complaining that I just have them playing on repeat on our entire way to school. Whatever. "Asleep at the Wheel" is my favorite song so far. Once I'm done typing this I'm gonna burn some cash in the iTunes store, buying mostly Arcade Fire and Goot. I love my life. Haha.

Well, I guess that's it for now. I suppose I'll make another resolution to update this at least twice a week. I think that might work. Later haterrrs.

Taylor